Listen to the Beat

"and the truth is...you can slit my throat...and with my last gasping breath, i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt."

much heart!!!!!!!!!!!! i would do the heart but i can't....stupid blogger.

jen was using my cd player and she left her cd in it...a really good mix. =) and that song is on there. =)

later,

katleyn

Listen @ Thursday, September 30, 2004

THE BASICS AND STUFF…
-Name: katelyn
-B-day: may 12th
-Birthplace: a hospital

-Current Location: a house
-Eye color: light brown
-Height: 5’3
-Righty or Lefty: both
-Zodiac Sign: taurus
-Your heritage: german, american, irish

-Shoes you wore today: blue converse low tops
-Your weakness: i get angry easily
-Your fears: being alone, losing a loved one

-Pizza: cheese
-Goal you’d like to achieve: Graduate
-Your thoughts first waking up: it's 6:00 already!?!?
-Your bedtime: whenever
-Pepsi or Coke: coke
-McDonald’s or Burger King: taco bell
-Single or Groupdates: dunno?

-Best friends: they know who they are
-Adidas or Nike: neither
-Lipton iced tea or Nestea: whatever
-Chocolate or Vanilla: depends
-Cappuccino or coffee: both
-Smoke: no...only when im on fire. :p
-Cuss: yeah

-Sing: yup
-Take a shower: ...yeah
-Have a crush: yupyup
-Do you think you’ve been in love: No
-Want to go to college: yes
-Where: dunno

-Like(d) high school: eh
-Want to get married: yeah
-Believe in yourself: mm hmm
-Get motion sickness: only when i read
-Think you’re attractive: kinda
-Think you’re a health freak: nah
-Get along with your parents: sometimes
-Like thunderstorms: yes
-Play an instrument: eh, kinda
-Ambition: uhmmm

THE PAST MONTH…
-Drank alcohol: nope
-Smoked: no
-Done a drug: Nope
-Had sex: Nope
-Gone to the mall: yeah
-Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope
-Eaten sushi: =) yes
-Been on stage: nope
-Been dumped: no
-Gone skating: nopes

-Made homemade cookies: can't say i have...i made muffins though!
-Gone skinny dipping: nah
-Dyed your hair: i think so yeah
-Stolen anything: no
HAVE YOU EVER…
-Gotten beaten up: yup
-Shoplifted: Yeah
-Changed who you were to fit in: no
-Age you hope to be married: dont know
-Described your dream wedding: ?
-Thought about how you want to die: no
GUY STUFF…
-Best eye color: blue

-Best hair color: black
-Short or long hair: shaggy
-Height: dont care
-Best weight: eh
-Best articles of clothing: whatever
-Best first date location: Something fun
-Best first kiss location: eh
IN YOUR LIFE…
-# of people I could trust with my life: 3
-# of Cds that I own: Too many to count
-# of piercing’s: 0
-# of tattoos: 0
-# of scars on my body: never stopped to countSPECIFICS…
-What kind of shampoo do you use? dove
-What are you most scared of? losing a loved one, being alone
-What are you listening to right now? The TV
-Who called you last? tasha
-How many buddies are online right now? not on

-How many are away? ---
-What would you change about yourself? nothing
FAVORITE…
-Color: red, black, hot pink
-Food: chinese, friea, pizza
-Boy’s name(s): devon
-Girl’s name(s): morgan, skye
-Subject in school: english, gym
-Animal(s): Dragons.
HAVE YOU EVER…
-Given anyone a bath? my little cousin...my cat
-Bungee jumped? i wish
-Made yourself throw up? yeah

-Skinny dipped? yesh
-Been in love? No
-Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yes
-Cried when someone died? mm hmm
-Lied? Yes
-Rejected someone? Yes
-Done something you regret? nope
RIGHT NOW…
-Clothes you’re wearing: pjs
-Music you’re listening to: none
-Time where you are: 8:23 pm
-Annoyance: nothing?
-Smell: iced tea
-Favorite group: too many

-Current Desktop picture: mike from monsters inc lol
-Book you’re reading: the frim grotto - lemony snicket. and the vamp. prince - darren shan.
-CD in the player: linkin park
-DVD in the player: none
LAST PERSON YOU…
-Touched: i gave tasha a hug
-Hugged: tasha lol
-IM’d: dunno

-Yelled at: mom i think
-Felt sorry for: liam
-Spoke to: dad
-Cried to: myself
PEOPLE ASSOCIATION…
(Name the people that you associate each trait with)
-Open minded: mostly everyone
-Arrogant: dont know?
-Insecure: me or ashley maybe?
-Interesting: all of us
-Random: linda, but all of are random
-Attractive: liam =)...but again...all of 'em are
-Smart: erin
-Moody: dont know
-Ambitious: erin? oh i dont know
-Healthy: natalie
-Bored easily: tasha, me
-Drunk: none
-Responsible: tina?
-Obsessive: tasha
-Angry: me, kristen

-Sad: liam
-Cute: liam, me
-Violent: kristen, natalie
WHO DO YOU WANT TO…
-Kill: no one
-Slap: marcella, nikkie
-Get high with: no one
-Talk face to face: liam
-Talk to online: sarah, ashley
RANDOM…
-In the morning I look like: dead :p
-All I need is: love
-Love is: dunno?

Coke or Pepsi: coke
-Flowers or candy: both

Listen @ Wednesday, September 29, 2004

"This is to you:

You... all who made my life as happy as can be...

And you... all who made my life living heck...

I love you all... both groups... I love you!

You have made me who I am... and I'd like to thank you! All of you... because if you were not in my life... I wouldn't be the same! With every step I take I learn something knew with someone new. It’s wonderful...

Without every single person I've ever loved or disliked I wouldn't understand what I understand now. I wouldn't know what I know. I wouldn't love the way I love. I wouldn't dislike the way I dislike now. I wouldn't be happy as I am now.

With every word of hatred... or with love... I've learned something! And for that I'd like to thank you. I'd like to thank everyone that’s in my life now... or that’s been in my life… or will be in my life.

I'd especially like to thank the people that hate me (very few do... but there are some)... I've learned so much more from you guys. And there is no way I could have learned that stuff by myself. I love you.

If you can not tell... I'm starting with a clean slate... I'm forgiving anyone that’s ever hurt me (there’s a lot)... and I love you all...

NOW

I'm sorry... sorry for everything... I know I've hurt some people, and I know I've made a LOT of you worry. I'm sorry. Life is good!

I love you Yes… YOU... forever and for always

Love Your one and only" Katelyn i didn't put the katelyn in quotes 'cause my friend sarah wrote this but i loved it so muchly i stole it. i want all of you to know that i love you!!!!!!!! muchly muchly muchly!

love,

katelyn

PS - life is really good for me right now, i swear!!

Listen @ Tuesday, September 28, 2004

blah.

gksnlfda.

lunch is awesome. AC days are only good for lunch.

i wouldn't go to school if it wasn't for lunch.

"with richard in the cirsle, it's always penis talk..." - me.

annnnd.

i don't know.

i can't tell you how many times i got molested and raped today. it was insane o.O

i gotta runnnnnn!

later bitches,

katelyn

Listen @ Monday, September 27, 2004

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

-nods-

well last night was cool. hung out wiht a bunch of people.

but im a bad person. i shouldn't have let it happen. grr.

today was good too. i went to glens falls and lake george. it was pretty cool.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Sunday, September 26, 2004

i went to the mall today. i got my homecoming dress!!!! it's all pretty. all im going to tell you is that it's black and hot pink. and it goes to my knees. so if you wanna see me, you're gonna have to go. :p.

that's all.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Saturday, September 25, 2004

grr..that's all i have to say.

i was supposed to go to the mall with tina today to get our homecoming dresses...but then she PM'ed me saying that her mom is making her clean the house. grr this really sucks.

i was supposed to see liam, 'cause he's going to the mall with marcella today. so grr.

and no, im not blaming this on tina, im blaming it on her mom.

that's all.

later,

(a very pissed off), katelyn

Listen @ Saturday, September 25, 2004

"what does a penis have to do with sex!?" - shannon.

"well...it has a lot of things...unless you're a lesbian...that's a different story."

haha. that was so funny.

Listen @ Thursday, September 23, 2004

How to make a katelyn

Ingredients:
5 parts success
1 part silliness
5 parts energy

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of sadness and enjoy!

Listen @ Wednesday, September 22, 2004

A+ on my global project.

A-(93) on my math test.

rock. on. that's. awesome.

so awesome you can't handle it. lol.

anyways...

Your anime hair color is purple.

What is your anime hair color?
brought to you by

there you go. i love you all!

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Wednesday, September 22, 2004

YOU ARE UBERGLOMPABLE! Congrats, for you have
reached the zenith of all glompability. You're
cuddly, loving, soft, and all those wonderful,
glompable characteristics. *glomp* ^__^

How Glompable Are You?
brought to you by

Listen @ Wednesday, September 22, 2004

im on teh phone with tahsa. =O! lol i love that child.

hmm...

i love lunch on BD days. it's teh best!!!!!!

and.

that's.

all.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Tuesday, September 21, 2004

When you say im beautiful i say "yeah right" but what im really saying is "do you really think so?" When you say good job i say "thanks" but what im really saying is "i love that you notice." When you say we'll be together forever i say "i hope so" but what im really saying is "i hope forever never ends." When you say i love you i say "i love you too" but what im really saying is "never stop saying that." When you say that i dont care i say "yes i do" but what im really saying is "i care for you more than you'll ever know."

awe, awe, awwwwwwe! i think that's all i can say right now....

later (for the last time today i promise),

katelyn

Listen @ Sunday, September 19, 2004

im on my brothers computer. =O!

i still have absoutly nothing to talk about.

it's been boring.

im asking liam to homecoming. =)

igoh2os;erazhbfd

that's all.

later again,

katelyn

Listen @ Sunday, September 19, 2004

gresgbnfibhugbtnorbae.

gi;eghi.

hfd.

sorry....my fingers just threw up on the keyboard.....yeah.

gtyhnre.

nothing to write about. so i dont know why im here.

bgieoag.

im so bored.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Sunday, September 19, 2004

off to go and see sky captin and the world of tomorrow.
then it's out to dinner.
then prolly to boarders. ^.^
later dorks,
katelyn

Listen @ Saturday, September 18, 2004

dude.

the dance was awesome.

i loved every part of it.

can't even put it in words.

sam and richard are going out. which is so cute. ^.^ much heart.

and hmm...

i might go see sky captins and the world of tomorrow but im not sure if we're going yet.

im supposed to go apple picking with tina tomorrow but im going to a car show with my dad...sorry tina!

i hope erin is having fun in new york city. =)

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Saturday, September 18, 2004

hiya.

im feeling a tad bit better.

a very long walk, sleep, and music helped. =)

soooo no school today.

i would hang out, but im going to barnes and noble (even though im a boarders girl, but barnes and noble have starbucks frapps.) and sitting, and reading. to get my mind off things. it sounds so good to me right now i wish i was there.

that's all.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Thursday, September 16, 2004

i offically(or however the fuck you spell it) hate my mom. (fucking bitch)

and visibility rocks.

that's all.

later bitches,

katelyn.

Listen @ Wednesday, September 15, 2004

heyy!

school was school. in german we got our german books, looked around in them. did some worksheets and went over the homework. it was really boring. we had a fire drill though which was awesome.

then it was on to art. went over some words and then there was another fire drill! it was crazyness. then we came back in and she told us to draw a face. and i was like oh no! lol i am SO bad at drawing. but she said if we don't finish we could take it home for homework so i just got finished with it and my dad and mom say it looks good. so i was like yay! lol.

math was boring. just kinda sat around taking notes. nothing interesting there.

then study hall. i did my german homework! woot! lol it's not like i had anything better to do.

then it was to bio. we lookes at the letter "e" under a microscope. it was reallllllly really boring lol. and yeah, that's about all we did in bio today.

lunch was awesome! lunch is the best lol. i met a new kid, tina's friend richard. and he is really cool! lol tina had a two liter bottle of diet coke with lime and i chugged about 1/4th of it. it was funnnnnnn! hehe but after i felt sick and i wrote "i think im gonna puke" on shannon's pants :p

in global we have to make these "trading card" thingy's. i have to make one of queen elizabeth the I. interesting i know lol. it's not due until friday, but i got a head start on it today. 'cause you know...im so cool and everything. :p. oh yeah, there was ANOTHER fire drill! three in one day! it was crazyness! but in this one i found erin tasha and ashley and kidnapped them! lol.

i don't have school on thursday!!!! woooooot! i might go over to tasha's house! if i can it should be awesomeness!!!

there is a dance on friday night. dunno if im gonna go or not. i might, i think my friends might drag me there lol.

on saturday im prolly gonna go to a museum with tina. so that should be really fun!

sooooooo i've got lots and lots of fun things coming up! so if i say im bored...you can hurt me! lol.

annnnnnnd (finally) i think that's all!

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Do you think of me when it is late,wondering... is this fate?

Do you think of me at night when you shut out the light?

Do you think of me as you awake does your heart break?

Do you think of me when you walk or even when you talk?

Do you think of me when you are alone or when you hear the phone?

Do you think of me sitting in your car wishing upon a star?

Do you think of me looking at the moon or listening to that special tune?

Do you think of me when you cry or do you just sigh?

Do you think of me when you are blue hoping this love will come true?

Do you think of me, too The way I do of you?

awe. -sighs- im so...i don't even know anymore. i'm not katelyn-ish. i think i'm depressed. =(. i need help. -tear-

could someone shoot me, before i shoot myself?

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Monday, September 13, 2004

i finally got to talk to liam about important things.

can't say much but im so scared for him right now.

im prolly gonna ask him out. yesyes i think i might.

he said he met sam, and that he might ask him out...

but he doesn't know yet. but yeah. we'll see. im so

bored...and tired. i think i might go to bed soon. my

mom is getting me out of running the mile tomorrow.

she said she will write a note saying either i have my

period or that i have a chest cold. ^.^ she's so awesome.

well...she is right now at least. sometimes she's not.

and then i just wont go to the makeup day. tehe. im

so badddd. :p. and hmm...this makes me happy. i have

english tomorrow which is cool 'cause i have ms. kramm

and i think she's awesome. shannon, you have her right?

i feel really bad for kristen. not gonna say why...but

if you ask her she'll prolly tell you. hmm...all of a sudden

it got really hot in here. but i just got out of a nice cold

shower...so i don't get it. i might put up a new layout soon.

it's gonna be a different johnny depp one. -drools- lol. well

that's all for now.

later dorks,

katelyn

Listen @ Monday, September 13, 2004

tralalalalalala!!!

im hyper and bored!

that's not a good combo!

-spins around in circles and dances-

someone needs to come over!

so i wont be bored anymore!!!!

tehe. dont mind me. i want to go

over to tasha's house! 'cause i was

supposed to go last night...but SOMEONE

got in trouble! grr -cough TAHSA cough- haha.

well...that's all i have to say for now! bye guys i

love you all!

later,

kateyn

Listen @ Sunday, September 12, 2004

heyyyyyy.

look at teh sideabar thingy-ness.

it's long lists now! ^.^

you know you love it. :p

and you i know i love you!

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Sunday, September 12, 2004

everyone do this!

Find out What Your Name Means:

A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.

C You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.

D You have trouble trusting people.

E You are a very exciting person.

F Everyone loves you.

G You have excellent ways of viewing people.

H You are not judgmental.

I You are always smiling and making others smile.

J Jealously

K You like to try new things.

L Love is something you deeply believe in.

M Success comes easily to you.

N You like to work, but you always want a break.

O You are very open-minded.

P You are very friendly and understanding.

Q You are a hypocrite.

R You are a social butterfly.

S You are very broad-minded.

T You have an attitude, a big one.

U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.

V You have a very good physique and looks.

W You like your privacy.

X You never let people tell you what to do.

Y You cause a lot of trouble.

Z You're always fighting with someone

K - you like to try new things. (sometimes, not always though)

A - you can be very quiet when you have something on your mind (yeah, this is true, remember me on teh bench last night guys?)

T -you have an attitude, a big one. (yesyes, i do)

E - You are a very exciting person (i think i am)

L - love is something you deeply believe in (yeah, that's true)

Y - you cause a lot of trouble (omg you're so smart. i really do lol)

N - You like to work, but you always want a break (nah, i don't like working. you're wrong! haha)

Listen @ Saturday, September 11, 2004

hiya!

im gonna tell you about last night...

first i went to the chinese buffet with my step-bro and step-mom. it was really yummy! but they don't have dr. pepper anymore!!!!! =( it made me sad. them my step-mom drove my step-bro to the college that he's planning on going to so he could go to this crazy meeting thing. then after she dropped him off, she dropped me off at the school. and i saw all of my friends. (well not all, but lots) lets see...there was erin, tina, tasha, melissa, ashley, david, shannon, max, and laura. we were just walking around acting like crazy idiots. it was sooooooo fun lol.

today...was awesome. i went to a car show with my dad. i had to wake up at 7:30, but really...it was worth it. first we went to breakfast at some diner and we got to watch all of the pretty cars and motorcycles drive by (we got to eat outside) and it was awesomeness. and yummyness. lol. after that we drove up to the car show and looked at all of the cars, we didn't get to see all of them 'cause there were so many! then we got some lunch, i had chicken wings. =) they were really yummy. and my dad had a hotdog. then we looked at some more cars, and we took a walk around the village. it was fun. we went to ben and jerry's and we both got raspberry smoothies. ^.^ those were good.

then we walked around the village a little but more. them we walked allllllllll the way back to the truck (it was really a far walk lol) and we came home. so, we left around 8:00 in the morning and we got home around 3:30. it was crazy but fun!

i called tasha and she said that she wants to hang out tonight. i asked my mom if i could hang out at her house and she said maybe if i get my homework done. so i gotta go and do that now so i might be able to go.

later!

edit -- no tasha's. her step-mom said no. =(.

Listen @ Saturday, September 11, 2004

blah.

school = crap.

i wantes to go to school to see all of my friends...

then i have no classes with anyone (except german)

grr.

but yeah, i guess that's how life is for me right now.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Thursday, September 09, 2004

boy: i saw her today

girl: i saw him today

boy: it seems like its been forever

girl: i wonder if he still cares

boy: she looks better than before

girl: i couldnt stop staring at him

boy: i asked her how things were going

girl: i asked about his new girlfriend

boy: i'd choose her over any girl im with

girl: hes probably really happy right now.

boy: i couldnt look at her without starting to cry

girl: he couldnt even look at me

boy: i told her i miss her

girl: he doesnt mean it

boy: i meant it

girl: he didnt mean it

boy: i love her

girl: he loves his new girlfriend

boy: i held her for the last time

girl: he gave me a friendly hug

boy: then i went home and cried

girl: then i went home and cried

boy: i lost her

girl: i love him

that made me cry. =(

i haven't been feeling myself lately. just...not katelyn-ish. it's not fun.

i need to get my mind of it though.

anyone wanna try to cheer me up?

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Thursday, September 09, 2004

school is in less than 24 hours! =O

i can't wait to see everyone again!!!! =)

i love you all!

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Tuesday, September 07, 2004

hey kidds.

last night was okay. i wanted to go to the chinese buffet with tina, nikki, russell, and brittney, but my parents said no. so i was sad. but then my mom said that we should dye my hair 'cause school starts tomorrow. so we did. it's more orange than it is red, but it still looks good. (pics will come soon!)
today was cool though. my dad took the day off. we went to target to look for a new watch for me 'cause i lost my other one in tina's camper lol. i didn't find one that i really wanted. so then we went over to kohls. didn't fine one there either. after that we went over to pier one imports, 'cause my dad loves looking at random stuff lol. we were in there looking for like an hour lol. after we got bored of that store, we went mini golfing. i got a hole in one! lol but i really do suck at it. my dad won, as usual. we were the only ones there lol. it was fun. then we went to a place called Giffy's, it's BBQ, and it was really yummy! and now we're home.

i love you all!
later dorks!

katelyn

Listen @ Tuesday, September 07, 2004

just put up the chatterbox. -points to the bottom of teh posts-

today was good.

went and got a new cell phone. then went to my old school, glencliff and played around on the playground while my brother was laerning how to drive. =) it was funnnnn.

that's all.

i love you all!

katelyn

Listen @ Monday, September 06, 2004

-drools all over everything-

i've got 11 words for you...

tom feltom is hot. but not as hot as johnny depp

that's all.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Monday, September 06, 2004

-points to title- that's right. :p

wellllllll people.....

i dunno...new blog.

got sick of the screen name and everything about that old blog...

plus...im really bored and decided to make a new one.

it's called...

stick it to teh men.

yupyup.

wow...im really bored.

i think that's all.

i love each and every one of youuuuuuuu!

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Monday, September 06, 2004