Listen to the Beat

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below when you too in love to let it go

If you never try you'll never know

Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears stream down your face I promise you

I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Listen @ Wednesday, August 31, 2005

the past days have been interesting... but nothing compared to today. lol.
i'll have pictures up tomorrow prolly.
as you can see i'm not in the typing mood.
bye!

Listen @ Tuesday, August 30, 2005

wooooow. emotional day. all i did when i got home was cry. i miss them... i got so many hugs i didn't know what to do with them all lol. i got a necklace from my boss which his wife made. i love it. i'm gonna wear it everyday. AND! i now have $55 in starbucks giftcards (minus $8 because i went tonight lol) because i got a card and everyone signed it and in it was $25 and another for $5. i rock so hard lol. everyone was saying how i need to visit work when i have my vacations from school, when i have no school, and when i have half days lol.

the chinese food was really gooooood. paul was being nice and payed for everyone.

so. i went to starbucks with tayjza tonight. it was relly fun 'cause i haven't seen her in forever. walked up to CVS to see tina. woot! annnnd. got coffee. and went to the co-op. fun times. lol WHITE CAR!! hehe.

mmkay. i'm done.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Friday, August 26, 2005

tomorrow is the last day of work. it will consist of me cleaning my desk, saying goodbye to people, and going to the chinese buffet for lunch. =)

oh, how i am going to miss it. =( i love those people. (most of them anyway...)

that is all.

katelyn

Listen @ Thursday, August 25, 2005

soooo. today was a very very happyyyyyyy day. =)

except for when i had to make phone calls for the biggest bitch at work. that was not so happy. i mean. i was waiting for her to get off the phone so i could ask her what she wanted me to do and she said things like

"your spreadsheet was terrible. i could not follow it at all." and

"i couldn't go to a school to teach me how you think"

i mean. wow. how freaking rude.

BUT! i got a $25 gift card from melissa for being such a good, hard worker. xD this is what you get for being good. lol. which i spent on all sorts of things. =)

AND! i got a $25 gift card to starbucks from michelle's step-daughter, cyndi. see. they don't have much so i always give cyndi old clothes that don't fit and magazines. so yay. =)

hm.

that's all.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Wednesday, August 24, 2005

tra la laaaaaaa.
i'm bored.
work was a good day today. i'm talking tomorrow off and going to the mall with tina and megan to see skeleton key. ^_^ i can't wait.
i can't believe i only have 3 days left at work. it amazes me. then i have about a week to relax. then school starts.
hm. that's all.
later,
katelyn

Listen @ Monday, August 22, 2005

i went to starbucks today. (shocked?? didn't think so)

i guess my car is really comfy and my mom is weird? okay. sure. xD

ran into liam. love that kid.

hm.

that's all.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Sunday, August 21, 2005

i saw Red Eye today. it was freaky. but really good. and that chick? she kick a lot of butt. lol.

went to borders as well. didn't get anything though.

hm. those lindt chocolates? the little truffle balls? those are so good. i got a while chocolate, a mint, and a raspberry one. can't wait to eat one lol.

i think that's all.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Saturday, August 20, 2005

yeahhhhhh. work was good today. prolly 'cause it was friday?

i worked a lot with jim today. he's old. and weird? i dunno. weird guy. likes talking about chemicals a lot.

went to starbucks. rocked a whole lot. becca is a bitch though. rawr. ohwell. hm.

i'm bored.

that is all.

goodbye.

-katelyn-

Listen @ Friday, August 19, 2005

'ello lovely's.i worked for 10 hours straight today. and it felt great.

hmm. i think it's time i tell you about some people that i work with? yeah. mmkay. here we go......this is gonna be harder than i thought....

lori: she has known me since i was born. she has changed me diapers. wow. she is.... kinda weird i guess???? lol. yeah. i dunno. hm. let's just say that she tells her 8 year old son that 'humping' is when you go over a speed bump. LOL!

rob: my best friend at work. xD <333>

paul zapp: my boss. i take almost all of my direction from him. he can be okay sometimes. mostly he's just a butthole though. he does not explain anything to me... so i'm just stuck trying to do it on my own. i can never tell when he is being funny or serious. it's annoying...moving on.

bill: a very, very attractive man. yes. very. he seems kinda angry and is always complaining to people about his problems. but. he is cute. loljeez i wish i had pictures............. who else!?

eric: a funny guy. he doens't make fun of me because he doesn't like me. xD (don't ask) anywayssss. he is always making fun of bill and sometimes it's sad and sometimes it's funny. his wife and kids come into work a lot. they're so cute. =)

brian: he is scary. end of story.tim and matt: both work together. tim calls my mom grandma and matt calls her mom. so. that would make tim my son (scary thought) and matt my brother. which is cool. (because hs is cool) and weird. because he has the same exact b-day as my real brother. (october 21st) weird, eh? haha. we have crazy conversations...

matt: "my b-day is coming up in a couple months"

me: "too bad i'm not gonna be here'matt: "well get me somethin' anyway!"

me: "FINE!" haha. we rock.

bob: works next to my mom. he is pretty nice. down to earth. never mean. never yells. cool guy. that is all to say about him.

paul and sharon zalewski: known him since i was little. always picking on me. always. he actually offered me a mini brownie thing today. i was surprised. he is married to sharon. who is very annoying. no one can stand her. rawr.

uhm. this is prolly getting really boring for you guys. sorry!

i'll go now. (but i'll prolly add more....)

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Thursday, August 18, 2005

wow. today rocked. hung out with my favourites. stewarts is fun. lol and so is walking in the rain. annnnnnd starbucks.

yeah.

we're so cool.

i got to hug a tree. and tanya got a picture of it. yay.

hopefully we'll hang out again tomorrow (w/o tanya, she has work) but! hopefully tomorrow. =)

hmm.

i dunno.

what else.

to write.

we have a leak in our car.... so. water is getting all over. it's pretty cool i guess. my mom is all mad about it though.

sugar we're going down. i'm listening to that right now. and talking to hannah. woohoo for me.

mmkay.

that is all.

-katelyn-

Listen @ Tuesday, August 16, 2005

uhmm. work consisted of me standing in front of the copy machine for an hour and a half. woot for that?

uhm yeah. my mom thought she would be 'nice' and buy me a 'nice' lunch. mmkay so. she got me a chicken sandwhich (me = no more chicken or turkey) and orange juice (which i'm deathly allergic to) so. yeah. she has known this for how long? we've been over it how many times? yeah. she's just so 'nice' i can't stand it sometimes. it's like she's trying to kill me. rawr.

today was the last day of summer school! 'm happy.

i'm hanging out with tina and megan tomorrow. yaaay!!!!

that's about all.

goodbye.

katelyn

Listen @ Monday, August 15, 2005

hiya people!!!!
friday night was awesome. there were a lot of people there. =) we basically ran away from brittney and jess... ate at friendly's.... uh. yeah. that's pretty much all.
yesterday was blah. didn't do too much.
today was...... in one word. amazing. wow. so. my dad was like 'let's go rent two guitars!!!!' so we went out. annnnnd played. a lot. =) we played ZZ Top in the car (yes we fit 2 geetars in the car) we were just rocking out hardcore. lol. he let me do the solo to jailhouse rock and i sucked. okay so. maybe i'm being modest. but whatever. we also played some nirvana which i was better at 'cause he taught me more nirvana than ZZ Top. it was the first i played since i was 13. (that would be 3 years) it was sooooooooooo so fun. =) why can't everyday be like that like it used to be? =( ohwell.
okay. i'm done now.
later,
katelyn

Listen @ Sunday, August 14, 2005

hmm. yesterday was a day. don't really remember it much.

today was also a day. nothing big or exciting happened.

i'm going out to friendly's tomorrow. =) that's gonna rock.

mmmmmmmmmkay.

that is all.

goodbye,

katelyn

Listen @ Thursday, August 11, 2005

like a picture, you were

with that legendary smile

that regret in your eyes

just sitting so sweetly

nothing you want to be

everything you said you'd be

even now

your drunken advice sits

in my head

"don't waste your life on dreams

no matter now haunting they become,

you'll only ever be a shadow of me

my dear, i'm sorry to say this,

but we're already dead."

Listen @ Wednesday, August 10, 2005

i don't remember a thing that happened today.

and that's the way i like it.

Listen @ Wednesday, August 10, 2005

hey. work was work and summer school was summer school. nothing new there.

went to starbucks for 3 hours today. it was really fun.

i tried getting cake all over nikki but...i kinda got it all over me. =p it was fun.

i think i'm growing on becca. it's cool. 'cause yah know. she seems like a cool person and i wanna talk to her more and such.

it was so funny 'cause tina and i kept calling nate and saying random things and hanging up. it was fun. =)

mmkay. i'm gonna go.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Tuesday, August 09, 2005

wow. i swear....rob jinxed me. really he did. here is part of of your conversation...:

rob: 'so how's your day been going?'

me: 'not too bad. pretty good for a monday, actually'

rob: 'it's early'

me: 'you just jinxed me, didn't you?'

rob: 'sorry'

yeah. well. he did. my day went from 'pretty good' to suck. wow. did it suck. my "boss" (can't really call him that anymore) is basically telling me to do his job. and i have absoutly no background on what it is or what he does. so. yeah. it sucks x 54903.

i got like 4390 more papercuts today too.

welllll. nikki's b-day party is tomorrow. it is gonna be really fun. why can't it be tuesday? grr.

that's all.

later,

katelyn

Listen @ Monday, August 08, 2005

hiya people.

getting in a grass fight that we didn't do is really fun. =)

i went to the mall today and got some back to school/work clothes. that was fun.

yesterday i saw 'the bad news bears' i thought it was pretty funny.

that is all.

goodbye.

katelyn

Listen @ Sunday, August 07, 2005

dunno why. but i'm a great mood. i love it. i have been since like 12 am. i've bee dancing around and stuff 'cause i'm crazy like that. i can barely sit here without wanting to getup and run around.

i love it when i'm in this mood. it's so great. xD

my dad is out right now. getting a dirt bike. omgomg i can't wait till he comes home and lets me ride around on it and such. it's gonna rock x 54903589043. he says he'll get a motorcycle next year. so then we'll have a dirt bike and a mororcycle! haha that just rocks. a whole lot.

myspace is being mean to me and not letting me login. it sucks. rawr. ohwell. i still feel great. but i don't know why.

i think i'm going over to tayjza's house ('house' was almost hose lol) later tonight. yay for that! she said she has a surprize for me ^-^ i say 'the best kind of prize is a sur prize.' xD i swear i don't like johnny depp and i also swear i don't have 7+ pictures of him in my room. lol.

okay. i'm going to go now.

"laters for your faces!" (my dad says that. he is such a goodball xD)

-katelyn-

Listen @ Saturday, August 06, 2005

hey kids,
today kinda sucked. d idn't have much fun. but there was an ice cream social thing at work today. the ice cream was verrrrrry good.
we had a a test in bio today and i think i did reallllly good. so woot for that!
i don't have anything else to say.
later,
katelyn

Listen @ Thursday, August 04, 2005

wow. today sucks. a whole lot. some things people say are just... mean. he said he didn't mean it and asked if i need a hug.... i just said yes you did mean it and and no i don't need a hug from you.
rawr.
BUT! megan walked to mark's house and he drove her to summer school today! so i got to see her again. that rocked a whole lot. <3
i think they're gonna want me to hang out tonight... but i'm really not in the mood. he pissed me off too much.
grr.

Listen @ Tuesday, August 02, 2005

today. was a day. it was an okay day. not boring. not exciting.

we had a sub. in bio today. it made me happy. we watched a video about sex. wootwoot lol. ummmmm.

work was work. whatever. blahblahblah.

'your sins into me, oh my beautiful one now' yeah. i like A.F.I. hm.

i'm going to starbucks tonight. i want a java chip. real bad.

tina. i'm sorry about your brother. =( that really sucks. but you know. you can't stop me from using that stuff. it's not like i'm going to be like him and drive around.

'and for you i will stumble a prayer. and will beg for forgiveness.' haha i'm going to go listen to that song now.

meg-n actually called me. it was amazing. i was amazed. lol i'm always the one calling her. =p.

i'm gonna stop here.

later,

katelyn

PeeS: this game rocks x 849058034.

edit -- starbucks rocks. the people i hang out with (megan, tina, nikkie, tanya, mark) are just.... awesome. i love them. java chip frapps are awesome. i had a great night. =) now, if only tajza were there. it would have been perfect. too bad she is grounded.

bye!!!!

Listen @ Monday, August 01, 2005