boy: i saw her today
girl: i saw him today
boy: it seems like its been forever
girl: i wonder if he still cares
boy: she looks better than before
girl: i couldnt stop staring at him
boy: i asked her how things were going
girl: i asked about his new girlfriend
boy: i'd choose her over any girl im with
girl: hes probably really happy right now.
boy: i couldnt look at her without starting to cry
girl: he couldnt even look at me
boy: i told her i miss her
girl: he doesnt mean it
boy: i meant it
girl: he didnt mean it
boy: i love her
girl: he loves his new girlfriend
boy: i held her for the last time
girl: he gave me a friendly hug
boy: then i went home and cried
girl: then i went home and cried
boy: i lost her
girl: i love him
that made me cry. =(
i haven't been feeling myself lately. just...not katelyn-ish. it's not fun.
i need to get my mind of it though.
anyone wanna try to cheer me up?
later,
katelyn