Listen to the Beat

yooooo.

tina and i are no longer best friends.

it sucks.

so, if i snap at anyone i'm sorry. i have a REALLY short fuse lately.

it sucks.

and, well. i just wish things were normal.

ugh.

i even snapped at brandon. god i felt bad. =[

hahaha brad was so high today. he put me in a better mood. =] "i was gonna say... well. i dunno what i was gonna say" lmao. along w/ crystal and amanda. :D yay. they pretty much made my day i love themmm.

so my mom thinks i'm a druggie. ha. ohwell.

i have all my classes w/ tina tomorrow. fucking great.

i'm glad i still have brandon [i thought he was gonna break up w/ me] or else i would really just be totally depressed. and i dunno how i would go on.

at least tina and i will still talk. at least a little bit. this morning killed me when chris was like "i'm surprised you're not at friendly's w/ tina and patience."

wow. that killed me. i turned pins and needles. wow. just wow. thanks for inviting me, guys. and i just love how tina was like "you're pulling away from me" but then they just fucking leave w/o telling ANYBODY where they're going. i didn't know they went to friendly's. i just love how that works.

but i also think it's weird that i can talk to patience just fine when tina's not around. like nothing's wrong at all. usually it's the other way around where i can't talk to patience 'cause she hates my guts and i can talk to tina.

idk. this is all weird to me still. i'm gonna have to get used to a life where tina isn't my best friend, and i haven't done that in about 5+ years.

well i think i've written enough.

i've probably said too much.

but i don't care.

later,

katelyn