Listen to the Beat

so. katelyn is really changing.

for the better, and for the worst.

idk.

i'm... different.

i kinda like it, kinda hate it.

but it's all thanks to brad and this song...

lord gimme a sign

I really need to talk to you lord

cause the last time we talked

the walk has been hard

and I no you havent left me

but I feel like im alone

im a big boy now

but im still not grown

and im still goin threw it (what)

pain and the hurt

soakin up trouble like rain in the dirt

and I know homie I can stop the rain

but just to mention im guna save your pain

in the name of jesus

devil I rebuke you

for what I go threw

and trying to make me do what I used to

but all that stops right here

as long as the lord in my life

I will have no fear

I will know no pain from the light to the dark

I will show no shame spit it right from the heart

cause its right from the start

you held me down

and theres nothing they can tell me now

lord gimme a sign

let me know whats on ur mind

let me know what im guna find

its all the time

show me how to teach the mind

show me how to reach the blind

lord gimme a sign

show me what I gots to do

to get me closer to you

cause ima go threw

with whatever you want me to

just let me know what to do

lord gimme a sign

please, show me something

im tired of talkin to him

knowin he frontin

cryin about life it aint notin

would you either be the one mad

cause the other one huntin

traped in your arm ma

waitn for the lord

im huntin with the word that

cuts like a sword

the spoken word the stronger then they stand

he carrys the whole world in his stronger hand

you never let us down (jesus)

I know you hear with us now(jesus)

I know you still with us now

keep it real with us now

I wanna feel, show me how Please

let me take your hand

guide me, I walk slow, stay right beside me,

the devils trying to find me

hide me, hold up, I take that back,

protect me

and then flip the get the fuck back

[chorus]

life or death live or die

I will never live a lie

im guna live because I try

I wont quit until I die

im gonna make it, wrong or right (ya)

make it threw the darkest night

when the morning comes you'll see

[chorus]

yeah. it changed me. and brad, too. all the conversations we've had about religion and such. it's. wow. just. wow. i don't even know what to say about it because it's totally not katelyn like...

hmmmmm. i'm going to think. and work on my creative wrting homework that has to be 10 pages and it's only like 4... so yeah. i'll be going now.

later,

katelyn